Be your own hero

I’m told that fate makes fun of us, that it gives us nothing and promises everything. When happiness seems to be within our reach, we reach out and find ourselves like fools. The truth is no one gets tired of loving, but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing promises, saying sorry, and hurting. I’m never shocked when people let me down. I just hate the fact that I put myself in a position to be let down in the first place. At times I wonder how many people never get what they want, but end up with what they're supposed to have. But then, it is alright. The greatest thing one can be proud of is being able to stand from a fall and becoming a better person. Sometimes we just have to be our own hero, no?

P/S: If I cheated on my fears, broke up with my doubts, got engaged to my faith; I can marry my dreams.

这样也好

有时候想想， 这样也好。 很有意思的一首歌！

我们没有在一起

你一直说的那个公园已经拆了
还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来
漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
你那傻气 我真是想念

那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
时间走了 谁还在等呢

这杯咖啡忘了加糖 真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂 你说单纯很难 我当然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家
两只手握着晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样
你远远的关心 其实更长

May be

"May be just may be, not all guys are the same. May be the guy you’re meant to be with is right in front of you, sitting back and waiting for just the right moment to come in and hold you. May be if you decide right now that all guys are the same, you’re breaking his heart into pieces. He may think that he won't have a chance. May be you should just simply let things fall into place for you. Forget all the people who’ve hurt you in the past, and appreciate all those who are willing to prove to you that you’re worth it....." - All the things she said

P/S: Always remember, you are smart enough and beautiful enough to never be taken for granted and to never be anyone’s second best.

Life is a beautiful struggle

In life we do things - some, we wish we had never done; some, we wish we could replay a million times in our heads- but they all make us who we are. And in the end, those experiences shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t be at the exact place we are today. So just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful times, but never, ever, second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly, where it is you are going. There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn’t matter anymore. =)

P/S: People change. Time's moving. Years go by, and I'm not the same girl you used to know.
 

Thank you for teaching me early

" You’ve taught me and showed me many things. You’ve taught me that I can love, that people can care about me. You showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You’ve also showed me that people break promises, that people don’t always hold true to their word. You’ve taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn’t mean it’s true. You’ve showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought you loved push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You’ve showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You’ve now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering. People who say they care but don’t always. Thank you for teaching me early...." - Her story

P/S: I think my inability to trust people comes from the fact that I don’t trust myself. I don't trust myself that I won't fall for someone. I don't want end up with a broken heart.  

An act of courage

It’s really scary when you get attached to someone. You spend time with them, you get to know them. You find yourself knowing their favorite color, food, movie, song. You discover their flaws and their talents. And as time goes on, you learn more and more, absorbing every second of detail without even realizing it. Then one day, you wake up and realize how much this person actually means to you, and you love them for every strength and weakness. They make you feel warm and secure, but most of all, they bring you happiness. And to bring happiness to someone in such a way is a strong and powerful thing. It could break a person completely. Some say those who fall in love are young and dumb. I say they show an incredible amount of bravery. It takes courage to trust somebody with your entire heart.

P/S: I respect a man that’s committed in a relationship. Real men don’t sleep around. Real men settle down.

关于她

有时候，我会假装很快乐；有时候，我也会任性；有时候，我会突然不自信；有时候，我会拿不出勇气；我会为小小的事掉眼泪；我也会为小小的事兴奋睡不着；一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好，我承认，我不算完美，但是我很真。